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It feels like I'm about to lose my gf. Everything that she is feeling is from me. She thinks that I dont want to talk to her anymore or love her. I just dont like getting gaia that much because it makes me depressed. Because it reminds me of my school days back in high school. Leaving mostly all my friends. She is going on a blind date in a few days with a guy that her friend trying to hook them up. If she likes the other guy more than me. I can't do anything about it. Its her decision not mine, my question is. Why haven't I died a long time ago?