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What the hey is wrong with me?! I'm never this off-balance! I know, I know-"You can't fail a blue tip". But even so-! I've never been this...this...this awkward! Never! My kicks were all off, my forms crooked, I didn't know my combos, mt polgae...Gaaahhhh! How the heck could I have fallen so far!? Maybe it was the fever...But that's never happened before! Even when I had that triple-hit of the flu! I was never so off-balance! Dammit! Just because I'm sick is no excuse for weakness! I will push through this! I will! I will not let some...some disease bring me down! I forbid it! I will not allow myself to fail!