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I'd like to talk about hatred right about now.
Especially since two worlds has been DELAYED for 1 week.
That one week of waiting was enough suffering.....
BUT NOW THIS.
I can't really think straight right now, id've gone completely mental if i didn't buy sudeki.... or something like that.
It was just 2 euro 70.
There seemed to be something wrong with the cardreader, so i didn't bother correcting that ^^

But they said on the site that it would be released on the 9th of may.
It has turned into the 18th of may.....
Makes me think, long, long ago. There was... me.
In lower school. Honestly, i HATED that place. My friends just pretended they were my friends, there were people that didn't pretend to be my friends, instead, they threw rocks at me.
That's an actual improvement. Because they at least didn't lie to me.
But i think hatred is more of a temporary feeling than an actual....
state of mind.

Of course, there were certain moment in my life that i wanted to kill someone, jack thompson for instance (but that isn't temporary),but it doesn't really last. So hatred is more of a trivial feeling honestly. There's nothing about it, it's just a lot of stored anger coming out at the same time. Mostly, people can't really do something about it. But there are some people (including me) that have a slight-to-heavy disorder in their brains that makes them go mental.
Like when people piss me off, i'm sorry that i hit that guy last week.... right in the nose, and i almost broke his nose.
Why?
He pushed me.
There wasn't anything i could do, frankly. I mean, he DID push me on purpose, and he was going to ram me into something painful, so i punched him to the ground. Not proud of that BTW, my classmates are, strangely. That's hatred right there, a short blur of doing something painfulhurting, and only realizing the consequences AFTER doing "the act".
A lot of built up anger, nothing more.
He was an a*****e though, why would he push me in the hallway for no reason at all?

Anyway, go and hate the developers of two worlds, let's hate them to death.