A world i have come to see as it really is and not how it is portrayed to be...
"In the darkness i find myself come alive. not in sleep or in dream but in awakness. Alive by my thoughts of past present and future... They tourment me till i give into their rage a furry. then they merely do away with my very existence..."... i read this on a piece of paper that i found on the floor as i went up the stairs to the third floor. I placed the paper in my pocket thinking it would one day make sense to others and they could relate to it as i can from time to time...
The stair creeked, the window shuttered for at that very moment outside a storm was brewing to its fully potential. The sky was black and the trees swayed nervously amoungst themselves... seeming as a ritual a dance they performed on a day to day basis...
I noticed the the long way up the stairs and they scene outside had got me thinking about the other night. The other night, when i was out till long hours not ever really staying in one place for too long. No one outside our group knew where i was... I had found myself thinking about the lie that i told just to get out that night... to be able to escape and go somewhere where i wanted to be...
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lone_wolf_7 · Mon May 09, 2005 @ 04:19pm · 0 Comments |