its one of those days. the days you see no point in getting out of bed for you already know how the day is going to go... it seems as though that inside a war is raging. and my heart is loosing... giving up as the mind bombards it with questions about life and questions about the truth. its been so long, that i am so unfamiliar to this feeling of emptyness and question. i have seen it many times but it has been years since i have felt like this.
its dark outside, the clouds have come to sympathise with my heart. being destroyed and on its last lift. it may not last long. for being strong was a thing of the past, the future was seen as not to be this way. cruel and punishing to anything to would rebel against it. it would merely give like a band to whatever anyone asked of it. but it grew stiff over time and not it stands with not give to anyone. it took time for the people to finally get over their guard and fear, but the band grew stiff as it was not being exercised and so now the people are unable to leave only because of their own mistake at now going at it now... so guess that is how most of whats going on right now is working... which i am not prepared for at all. i was expecting that the band would always be there and be able to stretch my need when i was ready... but not anymore. for the controler of the band though different. and observed the time it took, so that when finally the next person was told about the band he knew what would happen, and he could entrape them there forever. stuck in limbo with nothing to look to for guidance.
lone_wolf_7 · Tue May 17, 2005 @ 02:20pm · 0 Comments |