Quote: heading back into reality slowly but surely... scared of the truth and so unsure of what the future may hold for me... i guess it is the thoughts that keep us all going day to day. that way we can see whether our thoughts and experiences happen just as we portrayed them or it they are different. if it is a thought or experience for the bad we ususally tend to hang around for we think that it will get better and go back to how it used to be or we just sit there and look at it and try to figure out whether if we could have changed the tinyest thing whether it would make a difference or not. i wish that sometimes it could all be that easy. just to be able to imagine how things are going to work out and have it happen that way. though somewhere there would alwasy be a crossfire, for if one person thinks the situation will go this way, and the other person who is involved in the situation thinks of something completely different then they would clash and both cancel out eachothers thoughts. maybe it would be for the better for then they both could see the mistakes they were making in thinking and wanting that particular thing to happen. and see how it worked out for the better. it would kinda be ideal. though if life were like that like one big dream we would never be able to see if all of it is real for we would be too caught up and have nothing to jerk us back into reality, and actually be able to reason and think things through in relationships or even in life experiences in general...
lone_wolf_7 · Mon Jul 18, 2005 @ 02:14am · 1 Comments |