thoughts were racing inside my head. too fast to even make any sense of any of them. why was this happening? was my body catching up with my mind?
I finally was able toget it together and went to sit down at the usual place at the top of the stairs... I then startd to think back, a few months ago when this whole situation started up....... arrow
It was a mere february morning. i woke up at 6 am just to start my day as i usaully did. my feet touched the hard wood floor and the cold his me. i was so tempted to try and to climb back into bed, but forced my self to continue onto the closet. I picked out the normal cloths i wore daily which usually consisted of just baggy blue jeans and a t-shirt. as i got dress i couldn't help but feel like i was being watched. a normal feeling most of us have when we are alone or when we are doing something wrong. and something possed me to look outside the window just to reassure myself that no one was watching. I looked out the window and saw nothing. just clouds above my head and the slight movement of the trees. i did notice the neigbors a few houses down were packing up all of their belongings inside the small bw they owned, seeming as though they expected everything to fit just right. i figured that my feeling was jsut the insecurity i have possessed my entire life. i even remember as a child having to reassure myself by checking things many times over just to be sure everything was ok.
lone_wolf_7 · Tue May 10, 2005 @ 04:54pm · 0 Comments |