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Straight from the heart. Okaiso. My mom loves my brother more than me. Well known fact. I just hate how she always denies it. I almost wish I could get cancer, and on my death bed, say that the only thing I want from her is to admit she loves my brother more. It's because I'm not skinny and anorexic looking. At least I'm Fat, man. It's like in that movie Spanglish. That lady totally ignores her fat daughter, and when the skinny mexican girl moves in, she goes out and does fun stuff with her. The better looking your kid is, the more you love them. It's the saddest thing in the world. It doesn't matter that everyone besides her thinks I'm beautiful, and people always come up to me when I go out just to say I'm pretty.. It's up to her, and she doesn't like how I look. So I cried last night. For five hours. Today she got home from work, and I was serious with her for the first time. She laughed, and told me that she loved me as much as my brother. She laughed.

Posted by: Muleh Sun May 15, 2005 @ 10:38pm

its a cat duh

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Commented on: Tue May 17, 2005 @ 03:15am


	Aw, that's really sad! ( Still lookin' for yer mp3. >.> ) Maybe she laughed because she was nervous? I wish I could be more comforting, but I've never been in that situation. Me and my little sister are both butt ugly. :B

Commented on: Tue May 17, 2005 @ 03:24am


	Wow, that's a b*h. I'm going to say what bunny said in that maybe she laughed because she was nervous, I do the same thing, but still....that's a b*h.

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Commented on: Wed May 18, 2005 @ 03:09am


	No, she laughed because she was pretending that it wasn't true. She thought I was kidding.

Commented on: Sun Jul 24, 2005 @ 04:41am


	I have the same exact problem as you, both my parents just seem to hate me because I'm not super duper pretty or athletic. No they go and treasure my petite younger sister who while she is always a complete spoiled brat act like she is the most important thing in the world. I remember coming to school crying because my dad was yelling at me that morning about how I'm so fat and that he messed up raising me and that I'm pathetic yadda yadda yadda only because I was 30 pounds overweight. Or how when I go shopping with my mom and my little sister she would buy my sister all these clothes from limited too but when I want to buy something she just tells me to stick with t-shirts because I'll probably just get fatter anyways. Oh and I just love how I have a cousin on my moms side and a cousin on my dad's side who are both models. They always brag about them and I can just tell they hate how I ended up. It makes me feel. ********. >_<

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