|
|
|
So most of my friends have either already left or are soon leaving for college. It really, really sucks being left behind. I wish I'd been born a year sooner, so that I'd be going with them. I'm in such a horrible mood right now; I feel sick, and like there's no possible way that I'll ever be happy again.
I know it's ridiculous, getting this upset. They'll be back for holidays, after all. But this is the group of people that managed to get me out of my shell over two years ago. They introduced me to this whole new life, and if it weren't for them, I honestly don't know if I'd still be alive. I was utterly miserable before they came along.
Chris Booth left for North Carolina on Friday, without even saying goodbye.
Katie Clancy went down to A&M this morning, also without a goodbye.
Michael Flores left for SMU Tuesday, and guess what? No goodbye. But then again, he's only like 45 minutes away so it doesn't bother me as much.
Lili Matos also went down to A&M this morning. I stayed over at her house the night before. I really almost started crying hugging her goodbye, but thank God I didn't.
Out of everyone, Amanda Myers is the person I'm going to miss the most. I love hanging out with her, we talk so easily. She's the person I was with when I first got drunk, when I first smoked hookah. She introduced me to a whole new world. And, of course, she's moving the farthest away. Next Wednesday, she'll be at CalPolyTech in Pomona Beach California. I honestly cannot imagine life going on without her here. She was at Lili's, and we stayed up until 4:30 in the morning, just talking.
Megan Patterson is already at A&M. We've drifted apart over the past few months, and I can't even remember the last time I saw her. I hope to catch up with her when she comes home for Thanksgiving, because it would kill me if we never talked again.
And of course, my Rob Dusing. My missed chance. According to at least three of our mutual friends, my soulmate. He was at Lili's as well, and we had a good 30 minute conversation about sea bears and sailfish and snow leopards. Only us. He's going down to A&M tomorrow morning. He'd promised to smoke hookah with me and Amanda, but apparently we ran out of time.
 snarry · Sun Aug 19, 2007 @ 10:06pm · 1 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
