..Ugh, It's like 2:00am and I feel like spilling my guts on the floor. Ok well I will make a list of things I hate about myself and the world.
Things about me sad this might be really long so if you don't want to read this I don't blame you)
1.I hate how I can never get close to people without pushing them away, I always do this to myself and I just can't help it
2.I hate how I have to act stupid around my friends because I'm afraid that they will hate me if I show how smart I am
3.I hate how I keep on cutting even though I know it won't help, and so now I'm stuck with these scars that make me so self concience(sp?)
4.I hate how I always want people to change but I know that people never change no matter how hard they try
5.I hate feeling like no one cares.
6.I hate that none of my friends even care enough about me to call once in a while
7.I hate that I smile and laugh all the time when I know its just a big lie
8.I hate how I always lie to people
9.I hate keeping stuff from my mom
10.I hate the fact that I hate my dad
11.I hate when I feel depressed
12.I hate it when I see other people and wish to be them
13.I hate how I am always expecting my friends to call but they never do
14.I hate feeling all alone when all I want is for someone to actually care/love me
15. I hate feeling like I want to die almost everyday
16.I hate the fact that I'm writing this, and hoping that someone will care.
The World:
1. scream I HATE HOW HEARTLESS PEOPLE CAN BE TO ANIMALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's absolutely horrid what some people do to animals.
2. I hate how everyone thinks you have to be so ******** skinny to be pretty
3 I hate when people act superior over others,in my eyes everyone is equal
4. I hate how people live their whole life over a religion, I honestly don't believe in god, he has never done anything for me, so to me he isn't real
5.I HATE HOW EVERYONE IS TRYING TO BE ******** EMO/PUNK OR WHATEVER IT PISSES ME OFF!!! Seriously stop trying to be someone youre not, oh and hey I hate seeing really preppy people in Hot Topic...it just makes me so mad
6.I hate the idea of plastic surgery to make peoples boobs bigger or something like that
7.I hate how snobby people have everything they want and still complain about how they don't have anything
8.I hate people who gossip around and spread rumors
9.I hate really sexist people who think women are just tools to get a good ********
10.I hate people who talk behind your back
11.I hate when people are always happy, I just wanna slap'em and say wake up!
Yeah...I can't think of anything else right now probably because I'm so ******** tired, oh well comment/pm me whatever bye byez heart
