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wolfman has me on this hardcore program

first, he took all the coke

then... he got me drunk so that I would tell him things that have been bothering me and whatever

then, he reminded me of all the bad stuff that happens when I'm using a lot of coke...

and.. then he had to go to work, but he's coming back later

and I'm in a house with no coke so I should be alright

he hasn't told me what's happening next, but he did say that I have to do whatever he says or else he won't help and I agreed to it.
I decided that if I started thinking to much about having some coke, that I'd cut somewhere... but I couldn't think of a good place to do it other than my tongue--that actually hurts like a b***h to cut, so I think its working.