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Okay, so I called Gina on my break between classes. She said that she found a place where she and Matt could live—she’s at one of her friends houses now since she was freaked out when Matt found the drug paraphernalia. She also said that she liked the routine we had gotten into at my house. That’s when I told her—finally—about how I hadn’t been using the drugs and seriously forgot that they were there. I hadn’t felt that I needed them. I figured that she would actually listen when I called. I knew that she wouldn’t before because she was shocked by it. She asked if I had been using drugs while they were in the house, and I said no.
She doesn’t know that I used them at other people’s houses, or in the garage, or wherever.
Then there was a kind of phone silence. I told her that, when the left, I had picked my drugs up again—mostly over the weekend—but then had Wolfman come over and stop me from doing anymore. That way, she would also know that he was at my house. I told her that the house was completely clean, that I had him go around and throw everything out so that Matt wouldn’t be able to stumble upon them again, because I didn’t want that to happen either.
Then…. I heard her sniffle or something like she was crying and she said that she missed me, and that matt missed me, and she wish that none of that had happened—and then hung up.
So.. what the ******** do I do now? I obviously shouldn’t call her since she hung up with me, but I feel like an a*****e for making her cry and want to apologize. I’m not even sure what she meant by that and I’m freaking out again. I’ll call wolfman though, and I should be alright.