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just another pathetic boring day
sigh..nothing ever changes. neutral all i ever get to do scince i moved is jump on the trampaline(which can get very boring especially when you are always alone.so corey if you are reading this trampalines are not as great as you think they are.),talk on the phone to corey(not britta for awhile cause she moved out of state and is still driving there annnd it will be long distance calling),get on gaia(no offense but so BORING!!!!),play video games,do yard work,clean the house,and mope around,and possibly go rollerblading along the same damn path everyday getting lustful stares from 10 year olds and may i remind you i am 14 going on 15!before i moved and before britta moved and before the 8th grade was over i had fun everyday.i played with my friends i have known all my life,called britta and had the best conversations in the world,rollerbladed with friends goofing off going wherever we liked,ect.,ect.it was heaven.i don't care if my old house was an abondoned looking crappy house at least i was happy. crying now look at me;i'm miserable.i hardly ever eat now cause i suddenly lost my appetite.i feel i have lost everything i once loved.i go back to my old street sometimes and it is almost like they don't know me anymore.i can't believe i am writing all of this in an internet journal i should be writing this in my own private journal.g2g bye
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