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The Tainted Mirror
Kill me if I am not good enough for you. Tear my heart from my very chest. Humiliate me and destroy me if that will bring you comfort. You know that I am selfish, ever wanting things only for myself. You know that I am disgusting, everything you hate about yourself. You know that I can never be cured of aliments that are for a creature unfit to live. Strike me down so that you may have peace at night. Obliterate me because you cannot look at yourself in the mirror without being reminded that everything I am is everything you detest about yourself. So bring that knife across my skin, bath within my immoral blood. Dance the heathen dance when the moon is full, so that you can look at yourself tomorrow. Let me go and be at peace, regardless of how I get there. Let me lay within myself to die unwanted and uncared for. Scar me, brand me, make me the epitome of everything you hate, just end it now. You know you want to. You know you cannot stand me because I am so detestable and showing it to the world, proud of everything you are shameful for. Let the hammer fall to give yourself a temporary freedom; that the disgusting thing that forces you to see yourself as you truly are is no more. I would welcome death at this point, for I see nothing left to live for. So do it, you know you want to. People of the world will have no sympathy for me, only sympathy for you. I drove you to this point; you know that it is true. I am the one that hurt you so, because I could not leave alone. I had to be an individual within a society of uniform. I had to be the butterfly, the one that could dance between the lines. I was the one that made you fear yourself and question motives never there. I only existed within a world that didn’t give a car. So go ahead and end my life, end my strife, end my war with all those who conform. I cause too much controversy, I cause to much chaos, to bring about the order with my hidden and secretive agenda. So c**k the gun and pull the trigger, aim right for my blackened heart. And tomorrow when they find the body, they will agree with everything you saw in me; that the world is better off with me dead instead of alive.
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Lucario the level 43 Lucario!