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9th so far._x]
kyaaaaa!!
School's been quite interesting, even though the fact my heart is breaking along with the days passing by. You know when you have that feeling when you think that every thing is going to be alright? Then all of a sudden everything starts falling apart.
It's like a puzzle or anything that breaks and needs something or someone to fix it/put together. High school is a lot harder then middle. It's technically my fault for never paying attention in school. Hating math, I'm actually getting quite good at it now, but not like "omg i'm so smart!'' way. I still have A LOT to learn.
Umm...I've gotten better at Language Art's and Science. -woot-
I'm also attending Upward Bound, If you don't know what that is it's preperation for your future! Make you think of what career that your aiming for.
I'm almost about to start my classes for it soon. -squee- It's has a lot of work, but I know it'll be worth it. It takes a lot of my time, but the benefit of it all is...I'm getting paid for attending classes. Isn't that awesome? There's also many activities and field trips. I can't wait when we go camping! It's gonna be so sweet!
My love life is... healing . There's a guy name ________ and he was my first love in "high school" He taught me that love is something that could actually hurt yet feel good at the same time. He taught me that there are many other guys out there for me even though he couldn't be the one for me. Sure it was heartbreaking, but as long as he's happy then I'm alright. It hurts a lot that we couldn't be together, but we're friends and its the thought that counts.
I'm also wearing glasses, I'm going to kill the guy for making the frame "brown"
Grrrr. As if I wasn't dark enough. It' is so clearly now I have glasses. x]
I've gotten deeper in writing, it makes me happy. I also got better at giving people advice, even though sometimes I never really can help. I'm trying.
So to conclude this oh so exciting blog I'm going to summarize it.
I'm a 14 year old girl trying to make sure her future will help her out.
Thinking of the choices out there, with her love life as well.
I'm also crushing on a guy name Chris, whom I only see on the weekends.
He makes me feel normal, like nobody else.
I don't act like myself around him, but all I know for sure is that.
I have a slight crush and also trying to talk to him.
Too shy.
I'll be updating this blog every time there's something new.
Hope that you guys enjoyed reading.
I understand if it's boring, just bear with me.
Thank you and Have a good day.
-weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-
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