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i really loathe writing poems...im not too good at it..... but some days you get the inspiration..... i never title what i do, i think i might ruin it if i do..... so all y`all enjoy what shred of dignity i have left, post comments.... flame or appreciate it bothers me not....


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in a crowd i stand there when everyone else walks,
as she passes by she glances at me and moves on.
so much goin on in her love life that she cant take,
but has no idea what secrets ive got hiding....

she talks to me about all the problems she has,
i listen intently and give her the best advice ive got.
another day ends as the sun begins to set,
and shes still got no idea about the secrets that stay hiding....

meanwhile back in my world i call life,
pain breaks me down again like before.
the only comfort i find is when i close my eyes,
cause i can see her beautiful face smiling at me.

then back in her's is another guy there to whisk her away,
but not for long cause soon he'll tear up her heart.
after this im the first one to be told,
and i hold back those secrets ive got hiding....

this happens a lot which puts my worries to rest,
about never sharing those secrets inside.
so unaware of just how i feel,
so obvlivious to what feelings i still hide....

ive got it figured out and i wince when i watch her struggle,
so misguided and mistreated im forced to stand there and watch.
the only one who's there standing in the crowd of people still,
i watch those streams of tears become waterfalls down her cheeks....

my life has its own problems with which i must face,
but they are never too great so that im too busy to notice her pain.
soon she will find out those secrets but not from a voice,
she'll figure it out on her own when its too late to take action....

ill be well on my way and too far to come see,
with wishes of best luck from me i hope she finds love.
it might not be as good as my secrets foretold,
but thats just how it seems to all go....

those secrets inside were things of true love,
which her eyes were too blind to see.
and now its too late to change the chance that has passed,
i learned that life was just hard and u never get what u want..........