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Commented on: Thu Jan 10, 2008 @ 09:16pm


	i'm in bed, i wake up, and i'm not thinking "why the ******** did i even bother getting up?" like i have basically every day for.. i donno, months, and i grab my big body pillow and snuggle with it for a while, wishing it were you.. then rocky jumps up on the bed again and lays down by my feet--but then i start thrashing them around so that he'll get in play mode and then we play hide and go seek with the blankets my house wasn't freezing, so i didn't bother putting anything on over my boxers i could tell she wasn't there since the house was quiet so i go into my office, still kinda groggy, and i talk about cuddling and you say no, and put clothes on, and get possessive like she's here and is going to see something so then i log off, go back to bed, except now my pillow is just a pillow which is probably why i couldn't fall back asleep

Commented on: Fri Jan 11, 2008 @ 04:39am


	hmm.. lets see, what do you have to do? oh yeah.. just wait is that really so hard? you could help by.. i donno.. getting your driver's license, getting a job, getting a high school diploma.. getting a car--things that i had at 18, most of them earlier what do i have to do? get a car drive there drive back i already got the house to live in and all this while going to school full time and working full time to sustain the things i have you're going to have other needs while you're here too, things that are going to cost me more--like a phone since you don't have your own stop giving me grief about having to sit on your a and wait if you're bored, or don't have enough to do, then ****** HELP me, don't nag me

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Commented on: Fri Jan 11, 2008 @ 04:48am


	comparing you to myself isn't fair i was forced into most of those things anyways

Commented on: Fri Jan 11, 2008 @ 06:20pm


	maybe you are too young for me after-all

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Commented on: Fri Jan 11, 2008 @ 06:47pm


	It's not like I'm just sitting around doing nothing you know.. I'll have my diploma in march, I should have my license next week, I have been looking for a job I'm sorry if that's not good enough for you, but don't say that I'm not trying

Commented on: Fri Jan 11, 2008 @ 07:03pm


	You know, it's not that I'm bored or have nothing to do either.. I want to be with you, in person ..that's all. And you don't have to get a car, drive here and then back hun.. I told you a while ago that I would be perfectly alright with paying for a train ticket and going there that way

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Commented on: Fri Jan 11, 2008 @ 07:04pm


	you said you were going to get your license a while ago.. didn't happen

Commented on: Fri Jan 11, 2008 @ 07:05pm


	Well, I'm going to get it next week so don't worry about it

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Commented on: Fri Jan 11, 2008 @ 07:10pm


	..yeah, lets conveniently say we're going to get things that we don't currently have, when it becomes an issue i saw a car in the paper, i'll ask them about it and stop saying things like your accusing me of not feeling the same way I'M TIRED OF THAT BULLSHIT! i'll feel how i want and you're not telling me how i feel

Commented on: Fri Jan 11, 2008 @ 07:13pm


	I didn't mean to tell you how you feel Brendan, I wasn't trying to say that you didn't want it either, it just.. it came out wrong and I was actually already planning on getting it next week before this issue started

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Commented on: Fri Jan 11, 2008 @ 07:13pm


	how do i feel right now? kind of heartbroken everything's falling apart suddenly and i don't know how to stop it am i scared about it? no, because at this point i'm too pissed off

Commented on: Fri Jan 11, 2008 @ 07:25pm


	..... xd i love it, its unreal medical bill and insurance payments--and on today of all days it really can't get any better

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Commented on: Fri Jan 11, 2008 @ 07:26pm


	You may not be scared.. but I am. I don't want to lose you.. I don't know what to do either but I do know that I want to fix it and I can't do it by myself

Commented on: Fri Jan 11, 2008 @ 07:55pm


	i heard giggling, but wasn't sure who else was here i really wanted that rum... gonk get out of my house!

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Commented on: Fri Jan 11, 2008 @ 08:05pm


	Why's she drinking your rum, I thought you were booting her out today? --I'm not saying you couldn't of changed your mind or anything, I just thought that you said you were going to

Commented on: Fri Jan 11, 2008 @ 08:10pm


	she's not 21 yet, and neither are the girls over

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Commented on: Fri Jan 11, 2008 @ 08:16pm


	Hence why they shouldn't be drinking your rum.. And you're okay with her bringing people over to your house?

Commented on: Fri Jan 11, 2008 @ 08:57pm


	hehehehe guess, depends on who it is

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Commented on: Fri Jan 11, 2008 @ 09:03pm


	Do I even want to know who it is or why you're okay with it? ..apparently not

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