today was ok i got to school a little late and didnt get to see matt in the morning ive been stressing out alot though because my grandma just went to the hospital for pnemonia and on top of the she has small cell lung cancer so there is a 50% chance she will die. so i just slept threw 1st and 2nd period i tried to keep my mind off of things at nutrition me matt and benzy went to the library matt is my boyfriend weve been togeather for two weeks now he asked me out on my birthday i just turned 16 and benzy is matts best friend....who has a thing for my mom lol........well anyways we hung out then i went to third period which was health i didnt do much we watched a movie on smoking and lung cancer and i started crying really hard because it brought up my grandma again although no one knew i was crying i hiod in my hat and covered my face i dont like to show my emotions i have to be tough or else people will know my weakness and it sucks because i cry very easily and cover it with stuff....and then my old best friend thinks i think she is talking s**t and acts all concerned about me after she is the one who blew me off and then she tyhinks im upset over her she is a stupid b***h if she even had a ******** clue what was going on i would understand but she just asumnes like a little b***h adn then i went to dnd at lunch and ya that was my day it was really crappy but good news is my granma is getting better and i told off samantha so ya.....
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