I like to cuddle...alot
I like extroverted attitudes
I like rebellious natures
I like a strong will but the willingness to change at the drop of a hat.
I like someone who plays chess......(major turn on)
I like someone who can be cruel and caring at the same time.
I like sternnesses, but only to a point
I like someone who is always willing to try new things.
I like to flirt and be flirted with.
I like impetuousnesses, without the person being a slut.
I like someone who smiles
I like someone who would lie with me in the grass and watch the world move by.
I like someone without too strong ties to god or gods
I like someone does care for her animals
I like someone who would make a good mother
I like someone who is flawed and makes me feel flawed as well
I like who would let me do things for her.
I like someone who cares about me and will not walk away even if we are fighting.
I like someone who knows what they are doing.
I like someone who can be my partner in crime.
I like someone who likes to dance and sing without reason.
I like a gamer girl
I like someone who will pretend to be surprised if I ever brought her flowers even if she really isn't.
I like someone who is brave.
I like someone who I can pledge my loyalty to.
I like someone who ready to kick some a**. even if it is mine
I like someone who I can see myself with.
I like someone who won't break my heart.
the trouble with this list is that the girl who I like only fits a few of these requirements, so I need to wonder, do I really like her. do I want her and no one else? sure I change myself for her a little more everyday, but is it really for her or is it for me?
I use the excuse "she makes me happy even when she doesn't want me to be" but than again aren't all of my friends like that? In truth I may do anything for her, but it is not because I want her as my wife, it is because I want her as my friend.
wow. this is interesting......I don't like Alexa in the way I thought I did. I just think of her as my friend again. there is a lot I still don't know about how my mind works but this is a revelation that I very well may have needed.
I still won't drink again, nor will I smoke but it is no longer the memoriam of a girl that I believed I loved that holds me to it, it is my will.
the final problem I see is that if I do not party anymore, and if my social life is mostly guys again, this is going to be a lonely rest of the year and an even lonelier prom.
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