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Today she was starting a new beginning, she was in highschool, and she couldn’t believe it,
A boy passed by, he was smiling, he had he’s hands on he’s pocket, she couldn’t find out why she was smiling herself, this year everything was going to be different, she still had her friends, but something was going to change, she felt it.
Today, she introduce herself to the class…she was red, as always as she did it.
“My name is Mia Hadara I think high school is going to be fun, scary but fun.”
Everyone was laughing, everyone but this kid, and this tall girl on the back of the room.
She felt tears coming out, she ran out of the room, without thinking, without knowing she could get in trouble for this, she didn’t care, not one bit, she was humiliated by everyone, she ran across the bathroom, she locked the door, and now she couldn’t stop crying, but she didn’t care, she wanted to let it all out ,she though about what she said, over and over again, she didn’t find anything embarrassing, but what does it matter now? She thought, they all think im stupid, they think im something that has no cure, is it the way I look? The way I dress? The way I talk?
Half an hour she decided to get back to class, she though if she could skip class, but she isent like that, she’s too nice, too stupid, maybe that’s why they laugh, she needed to change, she has always look up to people and wished to be like them, this time she isent going to be like someone, she isent going to be herself either, she’s going to create a new character, and she is going to live a new life…
She walked trough the halway, looked up and smiled…
This time, she is not letting herself down, not this time…
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The midnight moon
Chapter 2---
She didn’t like this, she felt being followed, she heard a scream from behing, she ignored it, she was really scared of the dark, a fear sense little, well either she had to buy the food, or no dinner tonigh,her mom was never home, and her dad wasn’t even alive, so she was the one in charge, I guess this means no rules for me, she thought. how stupid, for once she tough of herself as stupid, she missed the goodnight kisses from her mom, the hugs from her dad, that was too many years ago she told herself, its time to move on.
She heard another scream from behind, this time she began screaming herself, she didn’t know why or when she started screaming, she ran faster and faster, she didn’t stop, she saw shadows behind her laughing at her, she saw that “thing” grab her, she yelled, she yelled as loud as possible, no body was there, no one could listen, no one could hear,
She tough of pulling away, but this thing was strong, she could sense it.
The shadow pulled her away from the light and brought her to the darkness, darkness with no end.
Then she woke up, she woke up scared,sweating,sobbing,later she could only remember that things eyes, those dark eyes, that scared her every time she remember, it hurted,her arm hurts, but it was just a dream, right? She though. I couldn’t be real, or was it?
Anyways today was Saturday no shool, thanked god!
That dream had happen to her two nights in a row, what it meant? Who was that “thing”, she didn’t know…but something inside of her wanted to know, she wanted to find out whom or what that thing was.
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Chapter 3!!
Today was Monday again, the beginning of hell, while she walked trough the hall way, Mia noticed that today everyone was smiling, why would they all be so happy about?
There were hearts all over, decorations and smiling faces, oh she remembered today was valentines the day of love, she was old enough to know that no one really cares for you, at least not for her, she really never though about it, she just knew love wasn’t for her.
She kept walking, this girl the tall one that always sits at the back smiled, and she was actually walking towards her! She smiled, the fake smile that everyone believes, everyone is stupid to actually think she was happy, she really didn’t care, and she really never did care.
The tall girl came she was walking faster now, Mia realized, she was smiling this big smile that made her sick, her name was Touru..She forgot her last name, she wasn’t popular but she was never alone either.
She came and talked really loud.”Hey, ur name is Mia, right?..i though u were really cool about reading about the homeless people on the street” she smiles, showing her perfect teeth at me. I nodded and whisper, I whisper so no one but this girl could listen.” I don’t think the people on the class though it was cool, they all kept saying, who cares?”
The tall girl said, “And do you care?”
I smiled, this time it wasn’t a fake one, and replied...”yes”
“I thought so, you know ur really cool, not like many people around here.”
With that, the girl left…she just walked away like everyone.
Now she was alone again. Alone with herself, she liked being alone.
The class bell rang, she hurried to her class and sat on the back like always, the teacher took attendance and as everyone said their name…the part of the nightmare was over.
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Chapter 4
How could someone be so selfish? How can someone care so little? How can they all laugh without caring? How can’t I think of vengeance, when that’s what im looking for?
I have something no one has, I feel something no one feels, I the s**t that they all see but they ignore it…I try not to, im not like them…im nothing like them she thought.
Ill makes them pay, ill make them suffer worst than I do, ill make them see how stupid those humans are. Ill change from who I am.
Today is a new begging, for them. She laughs. She smiled one of those smiles that scared her.
She was walking through the night, with a friend on her back, the moon shinning so bright she laughed again; she saw the same shadow as before this time she didn’t feel scared she was getting used to it.
This “thing” always followed her at night, in her dreams she heard a whisper, a whisper telling her only one word she always woke up confused. As the word was “vengeance”.
She wanted vengeance of that she was sure, the only problem is who?
There are so many people who laughed at her? Who calls her a looser… and they all will pay, tomorrow.
She kept walking trough the streets, when she got home she opened the door, she put all the stuff down and climbed to the roof, she sat there watching, watching the bright moon, thinking of tomorrow.” vengeance” she whispered…
Then she smiled.
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The midnight moon---- chapter 5
She walked across the hallway, smiling to herself; this day couldn’t get any better she thought. She heard the whispers all around, they all think that she cant hear, they all think that’s she’s the same loser as she was before. She kept smiling and walking, she walked to her classroom and said as loud as she could manage, “u r all wrong, ur wrong to think someone cant change, and ur wrong when u say that u know what’s going around the school, u all just think about yourself and no one else, and believe me when I say, me Mia Hadara say, ur all a bunch of idiots” there she said it, she smiled one of her devilish smiles. Then she laughed, a bunch of see weed fell on top of everyone, everyone screamed in disgust. She laughed again and whispered. “You are all so stupid and selfish”
Now a blonde girl screamed and asked kind of scared “are you crazy, you are going to get in so much trouble, look what u have done to my new cloth! Ewww!”
“That’s what you get you little brat” she said then she laughed again, annoyed and happy at the same time, oh she could do much much better but she knew this was just a beginning. Then she just walked away, leaving everyone as confused as ever.
She knew this could get her in trouble, but she didn’t care, not one bit!
I laugh at their scared face, at their disgusted look; they are a bunch of selfish morons.
How could they make fun of me? Well that’s what they get… for now.
On her way home she saw the same shadow, she looked back and whispered.” I know you were watching and im happy you were, I know you share my own feeling for hate, and now im asking you, will you share some of that hate and power with me?”
Then the thing appeared. Smiling showing he’s face and he’s evil look.
Then he said. ”hello my dear, my name is Kouru, im your guardian, im here to help you in everything that I can” at that moment he laughed, they both laughed at that.
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