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well, techincally it is now monday... though its 2:30 in the morning, I woke up after the party in derics moms bed, she wasnt home, so I crashed in her bed, really comfortable by the way... anyways, I end up waking up next to a fully loaded assault rifle, real deal... I geuss I didnt want anyone ******** with me after I passed out I suppose... well the party in all was really fun, got smashed, and broke a marble counter top, just ruined it... I dont stop when im drunk... helped clean for a few hours today... I was the last person to leave, me and deric ended up playin on his wii most of the time, and we were taking apart one of his knives... well, my love had messeged me, she told me she was sorry for what she has put me through, and to contradict what she had just done(which was apologize) she ends the messege by stating she will never come near me again... look how sorry that is...

...if theres one thing I've learned, its that, when your sorry, if your truely sorry, you would be willing to take punishment for it, and when in love, true love, you make all the sacrifices you can, to save that love, to really show that you care...

...I just wish I could find a girl, who believed this too...