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well, I saw my love again this night, she just wasnt having a good week, she lots me as even a friend, she's going to be moving, though its only down the street... and she's losing her puppy... she just needed some love, so I showed up, st her request, and talked to her about everything... well not everything, theres still much we need to talk about still... though we discussed the current situations, her mom may be giving her away to others, and in doing so, never taking her back(the puppy). but I offered to take her, the puppy, and in doing so, letting them take her back when they want... I will most likely end up with the puppy, if the first people do not want it... I gave my love, what is most precious to me, at the moment in time, my most precious belonging, a necklace, of wich I would not part with... she has told me of how much she cares for me, and how she cannot live without me... I already know, I will not live a full, happy life, without her at my side, or me at hers, wichever the reader prefers...

I still, as stated befor, have much to talk about with my love... about how I will not let myself be used, how I must be her only, and If I cannot, then I must not be around her... I nearly ripped my rival to shreds today, simply because I saw him wearing a necklace that I believed belonged to her, though found out otherwise... though he is my rival, he is still my friend, and I would still destroy him if I found him with her... then later destroy myself, in ways I would find most fitting... now if those of you know of my current situation, and would like to help my difficulties, though I may not accept your help, and will simply ignore it if you say anything bad of my love...

...times are always changing, and for a river, change is no difficulty, though, my love, is as a rock would be, difficult, and unwilling to change, and my currents, shall not change her in ways unwanted, so times may change, and for me, no problem, though for my love, maybe the most difficult times are still ahead...

I shall be there to watch over her, and to protect, though, it will, and shall remain, at her asking...