I dunno what's going on with me anymore. AH WHAT'S THIS?! WHO?! WHAT?! yeah...Really, I don't have anyone to talk to anymore. I don't have a close friend to talk to anymore. I mean talking about personal stuff like problems. I think some things have gotten me down...like people have told me not to let happen. Things aren't the same with me and Mai. Reece is stressing out with crushes. And...Enaj OF COURSE is busy spending every single second of his life with Loseli WHICH kinda awakened my jealousy but its not as bad as it was before. Bleh..whatever. I have no purpose to go anywhere with everyone really. My only sanctum now is the beach where I am free to think, to talk to God, to surf, boogie board, bod board, dig in the sand, run in the sand, and all that good fun. Messy thoughtless journal! BLEH! >.< Well gotta get ready for the party..
Innocent Syko · Sat Mar 01, 2008 @ 04:19am · 0 Comments |