Sometimes I take a moment to consider the people in my life...and I try to imagine my life if certain people should...I dunno...die. I always used to get really upset when I think of my parents dying. I know its quite a morbid topic to occupy ones self with, but sometimes I just have too much free time, okay. Anway, I know my folks will die one day so I try and imagine life without them. It really chokes me up and I never think of it for too long. I've thought about how I would feel if my brother would pass on. We're quite close. We were even closer when we were at school together, him being only a year older. I think about my boyfriend and seeing as my life sorta revolves around him (yes, every unhealthy...and I'm working on it. I'll get a hobby or something -.-). He's very much part of my future and it would be a huge blow if something were to happen. Don't want to think about it anymore, so moving on...
And then I thought about a few kids I know... and I realised that I would be more heart sore if my cat died. It's not like I don't love these kids, its just that they don't really play a major part in my life. They lack impact. I'd be sad for their parents and stuff, but I wouldn't really miss them. Also please bare in mind that I love my cat immensely. He's like my baby...a few months ago he went missing for a few days and I'd cry whenever I thought about him. An OK GO song..um, forgot the name <checking quickly...> Geez, how could i forget? Name's 'Oh Lately Its so Quiet'. Wow, I used to bawl when that song would play. My cat can do no wrong in my eyes. I spoil him every chance I get. Seriously, I'd spend more money on him than myself. Love my cat 4laugh
Anyway, bleh! That's for the gold blaugh
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