To start off with
We all die. now think about that. what are you going to do? your last moments untill you recive the truth to the most asked question. Do you think there is a god? if you do, do you feel like you can trust this death? to leap in to arms that have never held you, swift darkness, and to wake up you belive to be a piller of light?
Or do you belive that the ground will be the closest thing to a god we can reach?
That there is food in soil, and we all contrubute to this somthime.
Do you think that you lived a good life?
sitting here typing.
enjoying your time alone, at your parents, in you aparment,babysitting, counting bills,worring about what the ******** that girl ment by that,why you dident lisson to your mom more, if that person really loves you better or your best friend,how the hell are you going to pay off that parking ticket, why the ******** do you even drive at all, will the world be cleaner when my kids get here,do i want kids,does my mom what me to have kids,why am i still here. list goes on.
So many skeltons that you cant even shut your closet anymore. And who would blame you? no one knows what your REALLY going through. you swear if you have one more person tell you to "calm down" your going to make them wish that you where never born.
You know, i want you to take my advise, if you dont live it up now,if you dont look at the consequences and say to yourself "yeah its worth it", go do it. if your voice inside you says "no one wants me", then please go ******** kill yourself.
Because the soil needs you.
 Hellknight1673 · Thu Aug 04, 2005 @ 02:15am · 0 Comments |
