This is always how it starts..... I cant sleep any more. What the hell is wrong with me? Its one in the morning, and i cant sleep. I cant because it will get me. Iv had these reacuring dreams before. not quite the same, but the same darkness is coverd in it. I tryed to think about the last time this happend. And i relized that it was part of my past i dident really want to rember, and to put it short, it dident end well. But this time, its a little differnt, a little stronger. I see the creature, but it never looks the same in each dream, but it is. i dont know how i can say that, but i have no dought in my mind. I cant go to sleep. i have slept 4 days in the past 12, and none of them have been for more then an 3 hours. Now my body is giving up on me, its getting harder to move each day. but as long as i sit and wait for sleep, the more awake i become. No, sleep is hitting me when i least need it. one time it was in the middle of the day,the next it was walking home. Now im am awake, i could try and fall asleep, but it would be the same thing over agian. And if i did fall into dreams, there too horrific to put into words. There the most disterbing images i have by far seen. i woke up crying in the last one. There getting so real, and all of them are tied up to the one before it. I have only one thing on my mind, and i swear he's the only thing that keeps me sain. He's there when i need him, and he's kind to me like no other. But even now i cant see him. I cant go out to my only person, who would understand and hold me, tell me that its all right and that there just dreams. No. its just me. And the nightmare of sleep.
Hellknight1673 · Thu Aug 04, 2005 @ 09:47am · 1 Comments |