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my emo broken heart led me to this



I just wanna die...... I'm usless, worthless, just don't belong here. I am a waste of space and am better off dead. I can't take the screaming or the abuse, can't take being blamed for everything. the bruises and scars as nothing compared to when they make me cry. I just... I just wanna die. Noone would notice, noone would care so i just need to give in. my heart is hurting more and more. less of me is alive than ever. i thought i would be happy now that i'm 18 but its getting worse. they told me they wanted me to stay but every day when SHE gets home i get yelled at till i am in tears. i just wanna die now but.... i am still in love. how can i feel so good when talking to him and once i get offline i am a horrible person made to think like i'm worthless. my mind is racing and heart pounding. i just wanna give in to it all....

Posted by: mistress_doomed_heart Fri May 30, 2008 @ 02:38am

Dance, I command thee all to dance randomly!

~Saying of the week~