Lately things have been...Weird...My best friend became emo basiclly because of depression (that she isn't treating and hasn't been told she has by a doctor) and we've just kinda, gone different ways. My boyfriend and I are being drove crazy because of her. She seemed happier when I was single and me and Bobby we're only friends. OK heres the story. In September she started dating Kyle. Everything was great with her and him. Then me and Bobby started getting closer and happier around each other. Then eventually started dating. We first started getting "friendlier" in December and my friend went on the Sr. Beta trip with her boyfriend and they made out for like the first time ever. I don't know if that was in December or January, but when they got back her boyfriend wasn't happy with her anymore. She became more slow and tired and less fun to be around after a while. And after my boyfriend and I started dating she just became this emotional wreck. Her and her "boy" broke up and everytime I was at her house she would sit and mope and cry about the break up. I tried telling her before to break up with him, but she just wouldn't do it. She tried saving something that was unfixable. Then school ended and she just went down hill. She would sit and cry all day because she can't sleep. She listens to this..this...noise that you can't understand and gets mad when she goes to a friends house and they listen to something different. She compares herself to the songs and just sinks lower into the hole she's created. She's just not the greatest person anymore. I know that since I started dating my boyfriend that I don't act like a kid anymore. I just grew up and left her 18 year old butt in animeland. And HEEHEE..Gets a TAD bit on my nerves... I guess I just have low tolerance for people who can't act there age and take an obvious joke with out blaming it on something. She used to be so fun and cool and I guess it seemed to be all about her. "Mom can I go to her house?" thats what I said like everyday, and I always went. Then I got interested in my boyfriend. Gosh before she would none stop talk about how great and awesome her boyfriend was, now all she wants to do is casterate him. I really don't think it was his fault. She tried too hard to be with him. She tried to MAKE things happen when God is the only one who can controll it. You can't ALWAYS take matters into your own hands. And now we have small get-togethers with our few friends and all she does is complain about the fact that all we do is watch movies. And I make out with my boyfriend >.>;. But she doesn't have to pay attention to that. And him and I both believe that she is so sad because I have something that she doesn't. Something she wanted, but tried too hard to get. I have a loving respectful boyfriend. We are so happy together, he's like my personal heaven. I want her to be happy and if it's me and him that are causing her to be like this, well, I guess she'll have to get over it. I love him and thats all that matters and it's NOT changing. I love them both but I think I want to keep him forever and ever, and she has to realize that and get over what ever is wrong with her.
Adaaka · Fri Jun 27, 2008 @ 08:09am · 0 Comments |