This weekend is supposed to be a great one, but its not for me! I have no one to talk to, its like no one wants to talk to me. Am I really that awful of a person to talk to? I try to call my bf he hardly answers and when he does we dont even talk much we get in a few mumbles and then we hang up. I love him SO much and I just wanna talk to him for a while. I dont care if we talk about barbies i just wanna spend a while talking to the one person I've given my heart to! I feel disconnected from everyone. I miss him so much. I've spent most of the summer away from him... I would call kathy and go over but no matter what she gets pissed at me. Everytime I go over, Bob comes to, she gets mad, its all my fault so I'ma just quit. I am no one. I lost my friends from last year, but gained a few great ones this year, my boyfriend doesn't sound happy to talk to me any more and I feel like i could cry for hours....I love him..More than anything. hes the only one who calms me down when i cant breathe, hes the only one who can tell me everything is ok when its not and i'll believe him. hes the only one that makes me feel like someone. And feeling like you matter to someone feels great. I love him....I miss him....I just wanna hug him right now...But i can't cuz hes not here.... </3 and I know it doesnt matter if I write this because NO ONE GIVES A s**t!
Adaaka · Mon Sep 01, 2008 @ 04:53am · 0 Comments |