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its always so boring waiting for everyone to show up

lets see... got the gas for the grill
got the food
and plates
and drinks
and chairs and tables

just missing... all the people--guess they arent supposed to come for another hour though

hahaha! oh yes, lock me out of your journals, that'll show me--cause after-all i'm the one always getting upset

i guess that's better anyways, now i don't have to read them and feel like an a*****e

i saved some firecrackers.. gonna light them in front of dave's bedroom window--should be fun!

actually.. i haven't really missed you

No, I will not go to church.
No, I will not sing in church choir because I hate church.
No, I will not marry her. Why do so many people keep bringing that up?
No, I did not become a millionaire in New York, what are you people thinking?!
No, I will not work on the ranch. maybe not the ranch, but he is working on one
No, I will not go back to school.
No, I will not go to rehab. may not have been willingly, but he did go
No, I will not try to out-drink you. I'm tired of that s**t.
And no, I'm not going to sing country music.

********.. but actually

i was just tired of people telling me i should be with her--cause i do what i want
and i wasnt going to work for my dad, anyone else is fine--and i like being around animals, just didn't want to be under his authority
did i go to rehab? cause jail isn't quite the same--i did see a head dr, but he didn't say anything a normal dr would
i might take one or two classes, if matt is around all the time, i'll have much less time--i'm so close to a bachelor's degree it burns

hehehe, no matter how many times they request country, i'll keep rejecting