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i hope you untimely demise is quick and painless
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wow, right now, life might be going better for me. But on the same note, i could just be dillusional and in for a real embarassing and akward moment. You see, there are mainly two (well three, but this doesnt envolve him) gay guys at my school, chad (senior) and tom (junior), or at least ones that arent afraid to come out of the closet. well i randomly met one a year ago in one of my old teachers rooms, and we got to chatting. according to him and the other gay guy at our school, each year there is at least one person that is definatly gay or bi, they call this person the choosen one, well i guess at the end of freshman year the decided i was the "choosen one". since then, i guess i have been the topic of many a conversation. well two weeks into sophmore year, my freind was haveing a birthday party and we were throwing at my house (wow that was an... interesting day) well we didnt have enough people at the party (because the person the party was for hates everyone -__-#) well, we wanted to make it interesting, so we had randomly choosen a few varies people. one of which was tom (one of the gay people). well eventually he saw my room, which was really uncomfortable for me, because i dont like people in my room. one night, i think two days after the party, he was at another party and called me, well another girl was asking me all these questions later (she stole my number from his phone O.O) and it was awkward, well about thirty minuts of udder confusion over the statment ''rice'' (dont ask) tom called me, and i told him that somehow she got my nuber and was asking question, well it turns out that he was curious too, so eventually he got me to confess i was a bi. but since the party, he keeps calling me and asking if i want to hang out and get to know me alot better. i think it is one of those times, where it is like "hang out", like if you are interested, we could consider it a date, and if not, we were just hanging out, because we are not sure if the other person has in interest in the other person. but this all makes me kinda happy, cuz now there is the possabillity of haveing someone real, and local that maybe i could one day have a realationship with, and i think he is thinking the same, because tom keeps bring up coments the assotiate to me. its kinda kyoot, and i think he is like quietly or in a subtle maner, trying to hit on me.

what do you think he is doing, do you think he is interested, or am i imagining it.

but now i feel like taking a nap, maybe ill write more later, i tend to, so keep checking in for updates. heart domokun






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no.ones.guy
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commentCommented on: Sun Aug 28, 2005 @ 03:50am
I think you should hang together for awile see if you get any stronger feelings for each other


commentCommented on: Sun Aug 28, 2005 @ 03:57am
so, thats whats up with the infamous Tom stare



saki_13
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xXBulimicRainbowsXx
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commentCommented on: Sun Aug 28, 2005 @ 08:04am
Oooh Baby
i think i love you
from head to toes
heart


commentCommented on: Sun Aug 28, 2005 @ 10:13am
are you ok madou? o.O



endlessnights11
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xXBulimicRainbowsXx
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commentCommented on: Sun Aug 28, 2005 @ 12:09pm
I'm fine dear
^.^


commentCommented on: Sun Aug 28, 2005 @ 05:09pm
ok eek just makeing sure



endlessnights11
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xXBulimicRainbowsXx
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commentCommented on: Mon Aug 29, 2005 @ 12:41am
you know how weird i am sweetie^.^


commentCommented on: Mon Aug 29, 2005 @ 02:01am
you weird? never thought that.... try reading your journal stare



endlessnights11
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xXBulimicRainbowsXx
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commentCommented on: Tue Aug 30, 2005 @ 04:14am
I do ^.^


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