ok that was a little dramatic but I hope you got my point. I've been stuck with the possibility of my friends leaving me for holding on to things they think i should let go of. well i am trying but the one thing i csn't let go of is phillip reynolds. even though i worte a note in his note pad saying i will not forget him and never stop loving him but i need to let go. well i realize i can't. yes i hope to see him and i do wish from time to time i didn't still love him but that is because of my pain.
i love phillip tyler reynolds. no doubt about that. i even have a copy of that note i left on his note pad. here it is..
"hey phillip, hey i guess this sounds weird but i am writing here and hope u'll read it. i miss u a lot! but for some reason i feel like i am losing u. i get to thinking about how we were before u moved. but i notice we r not the same people and that hurts. but i guess alesha or taylor are better for u than i could ever be. i mean it to. u can go on dates u can be with them when evr u want to! but being with me kind of tied u down right? well i am saying this and i hope alesha reads this too. and tabby. this way they know that even though i love u i am going to let go of u. no offense to u and i do love u but i can't tie u down wen and if u ever come back. good- bye. love forever and ever, teresa"
see what i mean. i just want to let go so i can't hurt no more. i love him with every breath i take but i can't and i will try not to hurt from him. tho it will be hard and i know i can't stop. o wll. bye all.
LaKeesha · Sun Aug 28, 2005 @ 08:58pm · 0 Comments |