I personally hate my family. This isn't just a one time thing even. I have hated my family ever since I was little because of how I'm treated.
I was never the kid that anyone ever wanted to hang out with, but I always tried my best to make friends. The worst was that in school, kids constantly made fun of me and while my siblings were supposed to stop kids from doing it, they only added fuel to the fire by telling my bullies things that were personal about me.
My parents, they've done things that aren't exactly right, but every time there has been a reason that cops come to our house, I'm blamed for them coming. There has been plenty of times where cops have some to our house because of wrong information or when someone has been broken into around our house (break-ins are extremely rare here). Sometimes my dad's friends have called pretending to be police as a joke, but I'm automatically blamed for cops even coming near our house.
Once I became an anime fan when I was little, I was pracitcally deemed a leper by my family. I'm not even allowed to watch any type of anime unless it's in my room so quietly that no one else can hear it, or if no one else is in the house. I can't listen to my music anywhere unless it's quiet so that no one can hear it, or I have headphones. They only like to keep me around as a maid to clean the house. I'm treated like a freak daily, yelled at constantly only because I "happen to be right there". If I fight back in any way, I'm yelled at to stop because I have no reason to argue.
After I admitted being Bisexual, it felt even worse because it seemed like personal hate crimes that my family was committing against me.
I've been treated horribly my entire life with next to no friends and my family doesn't even understand me or care.
I can't wait until I have a job in order to move out of this hell. My mom wonders why I never called when I moved out to my boyfriend's house for a few months, because I hate my family and how they've treated me for my whole life.
ToonMistress · Wed Jul 30, 2008 @ 07:50am · 0 Comments |