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And much too soon.... I am just getting started with my college life and it's already leaving me without any ability to continue. I can't keep up with my written theory, my siblings are still fighting like crazy, my dad's getting remarried and I'm supposed to read at the wedding and I still have yet to find the time to practice.....how the hell am I going to make it through this? I have no f'ing idea.... but I have no choice but to make it now, I'm stuck in the class and can't switch and I need to keep up my grades to keep my trust fund.... there is no one here to turn to either... while others have a slight bit of free time I have work.... I'm struggling here and have no way to find help.... I swore not to complain to friends anymore, as it drives them off.... I have no one that can help me, not even online as of late, I'm out of the dorm too often.... I need some way to survive but I'm not finding any.... I hope I can survve, I've gotten by before but this is worse than I thought it could be..... and I'm not even as bad off as many others.....I'll have to manage..... Have too...