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Weird, I know but it's how I feel.... I often feel alone because people don't understand me, except for one person.... (hopefully I'll get to be with her soon but a year is a long time) and that is what leaves me feeling so out of place, whatI need is someone who understands me and where I come from.... can help comfort me and bring out my good qualities while dealing with the bad, not someone who says I need to change my ways, not because I won't, because I can't I've tried, I need someone who accepts me as I am and helps me through any troubles I ma have, and in return that person would recieve all the respect and love they deserve, (if I can manage to find the extra heart )

but I never forget that I do have one person like that, yet we are so far apart it's hard... it often leaves me feeling alone though she is there if things work out it will be amazing... if not....I don't want to think about it, I may have said I owed other girls but those are the others that are tangible to me... this final one is etheral, I have yet to physically meet her but she has helped me as much as or more than the others combined.... I need you jessica, more than you know