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i cannot believe i held onto something that wasnt even there.. it was a waste of my worries.. i new it was all too good to be true.. i feel like a damn fool.. im such a pathetic idiot.. *kicks herself in her own a***

heres how i confronted him about it:

me: can we talk?
him: Bout ?
me: well, am i missing something?.. was i the idiot who thought we were goin out?
him: i honestly didn't think the whole thing was THAT serious, like officially.
me: ohh.. i guess i misunderstood

dont i feel extra stupid rolleyes .. UGH!