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i keep lying to my heart and telling it that me & "him" are just friends.. i keep sayin that hoping that my heart will eventually start believeng it and move on..


its so hard tho.. time seems to stand still when we get to talkin.. then when we say goodnite to eachother, its like i cant stop thinking of him until we get to talkin again.. this is just a hopeless crush.. or is it " heart "..? i asked my friend if it could be LOVE.. then she asked me "would u sacrifice for him?" i honestly wouldnt know unless if i would.. i GUESS i would if HE would do the same.. so maybe it really ISNT love.. what is this FEELING then that drives me NUTZ?! xp