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So you did it again. Both of you.

I'm not sure what is more appalling, more shocking. That you would lie and trick an innocent girl like me or that you would consciously leave your door unlocked. No. I don't believe that it was an accident as YOU say and that YOU went along with.

I suppose I'll start with your lies. I can't believe that you are so inconsiderate. I really can't. You, someone who listens to J. Lennon and wants to make the world a better place. You, who is a vegetarian and recycles. You, a person who fights against pollution and animal cruelty. I can't believe a person like you would be able to find the means to become an unfeeling, heartless jerk and play with the feelings of an innocent and unsuspecting girl like me. I think I know the reason why. Thanks to YOU, a peace loving person can become the opposite and have no feelings at all.

Like I said last time, I gave you your space. Both of you. I guess it wasn't good enough though because you have to go around and mess with people's feelings. I had a rehearsal and you took advantage of the situation. You know how important this is to me. That dancing and singing and performing and modeling are my life. That I create bonds with others through my rehearsals and groups and performances. Musical theater gives me joy and I had a show and you nearly ruined it for me.

I thought that you were being caring. I don't know why but I did. I guess because I'm a nice person and like to think people are doing things out of the goodness of their hearts. You knew I had a show that night and you came up and gave me money and a certificate to a spa, saying that I should relax before my big moment. That I should fix myself up. That should have told me right there because I know I look good. I'm confident in myself. I thought you were being nice though so I took your offer.

Boy was that a mistake.

The tanning place I went to? Yeah. It wasn't very good. It was the highest setting and I still wasn't tanning. I guess I can't blame you for not knowing about that. You're whiter than the snow that falls in Manhattan, so I shouldn't be surprised. You wouldn't know anything about tanning. You could have at least looked into the place. Like finding reviews. You do know what those are, right? Probably not because you're too busy shoving your tongue down THAT person's throat.

After wasting time, I knew I had to do something to help myself, so I headed to Mystic Tan to get a quick fix tan done for the big night. But thanks to your inability to do research, I ENDED UP ORANGE. Did that tanning place you sent me to have time released tans? I wouldn't put that past YOU to know. Roald is so right about you.

Thank goodness my boo loves me for me and he took me out and bought me a dress to make up for what you did. It's a little strappy number that's all shiny and ruffly and has an open back, but YOU are not allowed to see. Not after what you did. You don't deserve that.

I'm also thankful for my posse of kick a** girls. They really cheered me up and took me out for drinks after. JJ found out about it too and said we could put it on his tab.

See? Now THAT is what it means to care. But I don't expect someone like you to know. Not after what you did with your door.

Frankly I'm appalled. That you would purposely leave your door unlocked so anyone can just walk in and see you two going at it.

Which is what happened to me.

What? Are you shoving it my face? Is this your way of bragging? I already told you I don't want your cookies. Or YOUR cookies either. But first you leave your door open and then you have the nerve to call me a b***h AND throw me out?

I'm still so appalled. Do you think I'm jealous? Bitter? Well I'm NOT. My boo would never do that. Maybe you should take that class on being a gentleman that Roald suggested.

Not that it would do much.