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I am sitting here in the comfort and safety of MY OWN dressing area, getting ready for tonight's show, and I am still in shock over what happened this weekend. Honestly, I just cannot believe it. I know what type of person you are but this? I didn't think that you would stoop this low.

This weekend was supposed to be a chance for us to relax and celebrate being in Chicago. I love Chicago and its people. I can see why JJ loves it here so much. Even when the winter is cold and you feel almost like you are numb and the sun is all hidden behind all those dark gray clouds, there is always someone ready to cheer you up. The people here know that it's rough and tough and that they need to be here for each other. This is something that you, both of you, need to learn. Maybe you might learn to like yourselves and be happy instead of feeling like you need to mess with other people. Sometimes your actions are mean and can hurt people and you should learn this. Luckily I have learned to toughen my skin and overlook your childish actions. Karma will win an I am luckily I am on karma's side. smile

We should feel honored that we have been asked for extra shows when our main performance run is over. Maybe you will learn from such nice people but I doubt that. You're too mean spirited to actually sit down and learn even if it is good for you. Which it is.

But I am surprised even for you. I can't believe you tricked a clueless person into trying to party like he's done it all his life. What did he ever do to you? Arthur may not have the artistic skills that we have but he is such a better person than you two, and that little group with "ugh" people you have. I really don't understand what you get out of laughing at others. This weekend though was just taking it too far. I know that you talk about me (for many reasons) and that you will talk about Roald and even Shay (and they have so much more talent than you than you care to realize) but you took it beyond and tricked some innocent person into getting into more than he bargained for, and I don't mean me.

And that's not all, but you used this to embarrass me, just your not-so-average girl wanting to have fun for the night with her friends. You really took it up to a new level with your childishness. And I thought the time you pretended to help me get ready for the show and sent me to a terrible tanning salon was bad. Such a new, new low for you and you should be ashamed of yourself.

It's one thing to buy drinks for people but this is new. Worse is that my new dress had to be sent to the dry cleaners. That isn't cheap. And I JUST bought it. JUST. Do you understand that? Did you realize that Arthur doesn't drink stuff that is bad for him? He is sXe, if you didn't know (although knowing you, you would use that as an excuse to do what you did). He is responsible when he parties. And to give him alcohol?! I am so embarrassed to know you right now. I can't believe you gave him a Jaeger bomb. Do you know what that DOES? I know you do, so don't try to deny it.

It's no wonder he spit it out. I am just beyond mad that you used me as a way to embarrass him AND ruin my dress in the process. It's a Chanel too, so don't try to apologize. Just consider yourself lucky that it can be dry cleaned. And be lucky that both of us are good sports and didn't make a scene right there, unlike the type you would have. He's such a great person to accept the tonic you bought him and that Abs was there to rush me back to change so I wouldn't miss out.

Really, I am going to speak with Roald about this to see what he can do. I don't think he will appreciate you trying to make one of his best assistants sick and one of his best performers angry. Don't be bitter that you don't practice enough to carry the show. Some of us actually work hard.

When it's time to return here to Chicago, maybe you will have learned something. I'm trying to stay positive that you will.