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yeah... i dont think .. what's ringing? uhhh.. yeah what was i saying? hehe.. oh, yeah, i dont think you and candie are going to be going out anytime soon then... and Ash knows i'm here now.. hehe, d texted her while i was sleeping and after an hour she caught on... xp oh well, at least the bad part is already over, so I told her to be mad at me for lying now, before i get back she was mad... but then called back an hour later and had already accepted that i was right, and she's coming this weekend.. even though i said no.. ehhh

Posted by: mxvsatv Thu Nov 06, 2008 @ 02:09am

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Commented on: Thu Nov 06, 2008 @ 04:35am


	too bad this craptop can't play games

Commented on: Thu Nov 06, 2008 @ 03:04pm


	weird a** dream.. so... i was walking into a creepy building that looked like the school in silent hill, except, it was sunny outside and not as dark in there, also, no rat things running around, and sherri was already in there, and she told me that it was an airport and a plane just came but nobody survived the flight for some reason, so now there's a bunch of dead passengers who got off the plane walking around, but none of the living people are afraid or anything, after a while, it gets too crowded with dead people, so i just walk out, then i have to go down flights and flights of stairs, then have to wait for a lot of cars to cross a street, end up crossing the uknown street and being in the grassy area in the front of my high school, with the hill and the school sign and everything, so i keep walking up to the building and my dad drives by in the parking lot with the 1984 toyota camry, the orange one he has, and picks me up, then we drive across town and end up at a book store--i start to get out of the camry when some guy in a truck says I was waiting for you, and hands me an envelope with a circuit city gift certificate, and i say something like, but now they're closing all their stores, then i woke up... weird, like i said

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Commented on: Thu Nov 06, 2008 @ 07:21pm


	no... that's really not how you said it, so if you're going to say something with as much meaning as that, you really should preface it otherwise.. yes, your a b*h rocky is an it meaning.. he's neither fully male nor female--he can't reproduce, though he has a ps, he has no balls, so i make fun of him and call him it--like guys with vasectomy's.. though, i do that jokingly a bookshelf is an it.. a computer is an it the truck isn't an it, because it means something to me, same with the SV650 and even with the gsxr i sold.. which i wish i didn't.. anabel isn't an it (yes, ash likes the name i picked and is sticking with that for now, she said its her most favorite yet, but she's trying to find a middle name she likes with anabel) sherri being an it was more like a nickname but you can't have people share the same nickname, otherwise, you do sound more like a bh because its your nickname for people you don't want to classify as people and, i ignored you to watch sp, instead of getting mad, and thinking extra about your implications, which makes me more mad, seeing as how he's here, just about every hour (except today when he had to take the test) and sleeps here in the chair and probably looks worse than me at this point, and you call him an it besides, he's never been mean to you, sherri was--i remember you both arguing and upsetting each other several times if someone doesn't even provoke the name "it" then again, your a b*h and i'm not letting that slide so easily

Commented on: Thu Nov 06, 2008 @ 09:47pm


	no, not always a b*h, rarely a b*h

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Commented on: Thu Nov 06, 2008 @ 10:02pm


	ehhh.... 149.5... yes, the half matters this blows maybe if they served stuff other than rubber with a little tomato sauce.. i dont even think the eggs are real, and i like eggs--maybe too much.. but when you have to go to the hen house every morning, you kinda get used to eating lots of eggs .... i have to start all over again sighs that took months to get those 20 pounds... withdrawal wounded it, and then all this hospital crap finished it off i need to come up with something faster

Commented on: Fri Nov 07, 2008 @ 03:56pm


	as a joke like 95% of the time.. i know i had two dreams, but the short one i didn't even remember when i first got up, now i can't remember the second one, nothing that crazy or anything in it though

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Commented on: Fri Nov 07, 2008 @ 06:59pm


	yes! they're letting me leave today at 5

Commented on: Fri Nov 07, 2008 @ 11:04pm


	so.. i'm on multiple times throughout the day, send you a message that says good morning.. and i'm ignoring you? that doesn't make any sense

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Commented on: Fri Nov 07, 2008 @ 11:31pm


	30 more minutes... if my head doesn't split open before then, that'd be great

Commented on: Sat Nov 08, 2008 @ 04:44am


	how did i know you were going to say "i have to go" then still be logged in.. and magically... an new comment would appear? depending on your definition of a b*h.... but i think treating other people like crap in general.. means your a bh like.. if your a guy, and you treat people like crap, your an a* and i am an a, sometimes, like your a bh, sometimes, though i am probably an a* more, still doesn't mean you weren't a b***h and probably, a thorough explanation was needed before, especially after following the comment about how i treated you like crap

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Commented on: Sat Nov 08, 2008 @ 05:45pm


	i was filled with morphine, but i still remember that and i remember that i said that sounded like good criteria

Commented on: Sat Nov 08, 2008 @ 06:25pm


	...which means you think i treated you like crap and i did sometimes, and i know i did.. and i told you i did, and i also told you to leave me, but you never did which probably means, it wasn't always like that you were just put 2nd behind drugs

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Commented on: Sun Nov 09, 2008 @ 06:49am


	.. i should be like "oh no, she didn't say goodnight back, she's ignoring me" but.. .i'll just assume that you thought i wouldn't be on

Commented on: Sun Nov 09, 2008 @ 05:34pm


	that's scary.. another month passed so now its another month closer to the baby.. march 1st isn't that far away..

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Commented on: Sun Nov 09, 2008 @ 06:18pm


	so.. he'll probably sleep all day.. xp but I'm kinda bored

Commented on: Sun Nov 09, 2008 @ 06:39pm


	i'm so glad candie made me a part of this.. you suck at apologizing rofl maybe cause you dont have to do it much.. rolleyes

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Commented on: Sun Nov 09, 2008 @ 08:15pm


	that's all basically related to the drugs

Commented on: Sun Nov 09, 2008 @ 10:30pm


	its like everyone only has bad st to say about me.. all the time, to the point where wolfman and brandy use sherri's account to swap detailed stories about what i've done wrong how did today get so crappy so fast? no.. its been over a few weeks, today was just the last mention of it that i needed to realize what a piece of st i actually am i know i changed, and it was fun for a while, but i dont want to be that person anymore, its tiring, and i know its not who i am because sometimes i could go back to being who i actually was well i'm trying to stop doing drugs, stop handling drugs, everything that relates to drugs, trying to get past the st that made me use it, but everyone just keeps bringing up the bad st, and i just want to go back to hiding behind the drugs again

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Commented on: Sun Nov 09, 2008 @ 10:36pm


	hehe, except d always makes me feel better

Commented on: Mon Nov 10, 2008 @ 03:13am


	....that's suspicious

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Commented on: Mon Nov 10, 2008 @ 03:24am


	funny... now sherri's account opens up with his most common password.. yes, just as I thought, you share about everything with him suddenly and we were talking about getting into the army obviously, i didn't get in because i didn't pass the drug test, and i guess they don't overlook that so he left for bootcamp, i just got into trouble that summer, he came back home before more training, i went to new york, i came home for x-mas, he visited, i went back to ny, but then back home, he was done by then, came back to town.. but one of us is mad at the other one for something about every other week, that's probably the shortest summary possible

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