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Alrighty then... the love life chronicles shall continue...
I shall redistribute my thoughts and opinions of the three formerly mentioned guys.
The first.. My best friend for years, since the third grade, my four-wheeling, mudding, hunting, fishing, funloveing buddy, whose been practically my brother for years, HATES MY GUTS NOW. not quite so.. mission accomplished anymore, i wanted him not to want to date me, but because he is a typical guy and all he wants is ( you know what ) and i refused to give him anything, he decided to move on, so im thinkin SCORE right? Wrong!! his new ''Girlfriend'' is jealous of me and threatened me and harasses me now and told him lies about me so i talked to him the other night and he tells me that he hates me and is no longer my friend and never wants to talk to me again... wow, thats a giant leap huh? He claims that i've been a b***h to him and he doesnt deserve to be treated that way, i asked him where the hell did he hear me ever say anything mean to him before, and he said he hadnt but his girlfriend... HIS GIRLFRIEND!!! had heard all of the stuff i had been saying BEHIND HIS BACK... [ OF COARSE SHES GONNA TELL YOU THAT YOU ******** RETARD!!!!! SHES BIPOLAR!!!! AND SHE HATES ME OF COARSE SHES GONNA MAKE UP s**t!!!! ] wow... how dumb can you get? so after wasting a couple hours worth of tears and crying on a couple friends shoulders i came to the conclusion that if hes that dumb he doesnt deserve my friendship and he can go ******** himself.
Oh but if only it were that simple, see his parents used to try and beg me to date him, claiming he loved me... he doesnt know the meaning of love in the first place, but instead of telling them that, i told them that i didnt want him to have to wait for me while im in the military, THINKING at the time that it would prevent trouble... ha ha... WRONG AGAIN!! I remain friends with the family, his younger sister is my best friend, and i get along very well with his parents. His sister agrees with me so we laugh at how dumb he is and his parents somewhat agree with me that he just made the biggest mistake of his life however, they still want me to be with him, and because i told them that i didnt want to date anyone because im in the army, they got pretty pissed off at me the other day when one of my friends asked me out and i said yes, so we went to visit them and his dad was furious with me.
you see he thinks its my fault that his precious [ retarded ] son has left and is living with his new fling, and because he thought the real reason why i wouldnt date his son was because of the military, he was some kinda PO'd when i showed up with my new boyfriend... need least to say... me and my friend are no longer dating, probly the shortest relationship ever... 13 hours wow. it was mutual kinda i told him and he understands i cant lose him, we still hang out and watch movies and play pool, we just dont have a title, and i have a great friend who i know will never leave me.
So anyways number one is outta the picture and actually so is number two. Me and two of my friends hung out on halloween and one fell asleap and things kind of heated up between me and number two, and apparently our other friend doesnt want us to be together so when he woke up to find us making out he got pretty ticked off at us and then the next day number two made matters worse by lying and saying things happened when they didnt so i said you know what he can ******** off too because im sick of lies and people who just love to push my buttons.
And then there was one... number three, my all time favorite, hes a great friend and now even when im depressed beyond all reason and about to start crying my eyes out, he just smiles and and gives me a hug, and somehow, everything just becomes better. I love being with him he just makes me soo happy, and when he hugs me hes sooo warm and i dont ever want to let go, and then just to cheer me up some more he'll kind of dance a little in mid-hug and he told me that no matter what his girlfriend ever told him to do he would never leave me and he would always be my friend no matter what.
its amazing what a simple hug can do, they heal your ripped apart and destroyed emotions in less than a second, i can always count on him for a hug several times a day, and it gives me a little reassurance. i know that even after i leave and come back from the military, he will still be here waiting to give me a hug.
Its good to know that even though i lost two really good friends this week, i still have number three and my ex bf / new best friend who i can always count on no matter what wether it be a hug or a wrestling match they are there and thats the coolest thing in the world
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