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I stand there by the mirror staring back at what I wish I use to be.
There's no lying and covering up this one
I never thought I would be so afraid in my life
How I would just take it day after day

You sit there almost in tears,
Saying you're sorry and it'll never happen again
All I can think about it how your hand would rap around my neck
Slamming me against the wall so rough
Not being able to breath
Feeling so worthless and weak
It killed me giving you the pleasure of seeing me suffer like this

Grabbing my wrist and yanking me around
Not being able to move because you've pinned me down to the ground
Getting so close to my face
Screaming cus words at me
Trying to force me to do things I didn't want to
Taking advantage of me when ever you could get the chance

I never thought I could hate someone so much like I do you
Just the thought of your name,
It makes me so mad
At times I can't even control myself

The thought that you've won…
Makes my world crash down
It tears my soul apart
I could never forget you in a million years
For if you lift up my shirt,
You'll see the bruises and scares you have left me

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