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I killed two people today, and something strange is going on. Usually I'm really happy, euphoric, high on the kill, but this dread, this misery came over me for some reason. The only thing I could think of was losing control, and how badly it would feel, and it made me feel sick in my gut. What is this? Why is it that the others don't feel this regret- I know I can't feel it technically, Envy tells me so, but there's no other way to describe it- regret?

I wonder what to do about this- I can't think right now, though. I'll ask Envy later- or maybe Lust, but I don't like her as much.