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The pain in my stomach eats away at me
I want to fall to the ground in tears
Yet I don’t know why these tears want to fall
But I stand my ground holding it in never showing my pain
The pain I cant control or understand
I walk with my head held down feeling my body grow weak
I start to walk ever so slowly trying not to give up
Trying to fight this feeling never giving up
But I cant fight anymore its to much
I fall to my knees looking at the ground knowing this is it
Im so weak I cant go on I cant keep fighting
In my mind I see all the faces of my loved ones but one is gone
I see all the smiles they carry I hear there laughs
But yet my mind stays on one thinking why cant I see you?
why cant I hear you?
Where have you gone?
Why have you left me all alone is this place?
You’ve promised you would never go but why aren’t you here?
I’ve looked so much for you but…
I know now you don’t want to be found
You have gone never to return
I just wish you would have said goodbye
And not left me alone not knowing
I shall now lock myself away from this world
Without you my world is gone anyway……