Current Mood= ...here
Current Music= Cradle of Filth- Nymphetamine (I love this ******** song)
I spent the day with 'her' again. I don't know why but it was kind of uncomfortable. It was my grandmas birthday and I asked if she'd take me because a few family members were asking about her. It was weird because everyone was refering to her as my girlfriend and she hasn't been for 6 months, not that I'd expect any of them to know that. She also seemed really uncomfortable. But I couldn't tell if it was because she missed it or if she just didn't want to be there. God I'm so ******** confused. I really wish this wasn't what I was thinking about all the time. I need a distraction. But I'm sick of rebounds. Any help out there would be appreciated. ******** it. I'm gone. Guess we'll try again tomorrow. oh yeah, and watching my cousin getting punched in the nuts by a little kid was ******** great.
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