Current Mood= ******** YOU
Current Music= Soul Fly- Jump da ******** up
Your dreams are shallow and unreasonable and no one gives half the ******** you think they do. Pity smiles and everythings ok? NOT THIS TIME. ******** YOU AND EVERYTHING YOU STAND FOR. [this is not specified for people I actually give a s**t about] When you have those feelings inside you that make you believe you love someone its a great experience. When someone loves you back, its even more rewarding. But when the person you love tells you that they love you too and doesnt mean it, its almost lethal. Jealousy proves this. I have had, in my life, what WAS the most passionate feelings of affection to the point of no return. They were later stripped from my life without warning. I soon became just a shadow of my former self. And now I hate me more than I hate you. Which I do, by the way. I hate you. Not because you have personally wronged me in some way, but because you live your life smiling, happy, and for the most part, naive. Well more power to you. I don't even know what to say. I'm just ******** up. More later and no more for now. ANY ******** UP COMMENTS ARE NOT AIMED TOWARD ANYONE I CONSIDER A FRIEND. And for those of you that fit into that category, thanks.
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