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And then;
Without a thought,
Without a voice,
Without anything.
Some say i'd be awake,
Some say i'm still dreaming.
Two answers and one question.
And now i sit screaming,
In my head of course,
Where all the problems start.
Maybe it's my fault,
But that's not what it says in my heart.
So confused
And not knowing where to go next.
I turn my attention to my thoughts,
Closing off all the rest.
Why bother anymore?
Why not just die to my thoughts?
Something more is out there.
I dont know what i'm supposed to feel.

-Joshua D. Martinez