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Wouldn't you agree that a girl needs a secret place to write her thoughts..?
Happy Valentine's Day (a day late) to you and yours.

I guess this officially marks me as another year older. ..Well, that is to say, February 14th is the day I was born. You know, as a regular girl. No one seems to care that much. Happy Birthday to me...

I got a couple of...quite vulgar valentines from Samael. I'm still not quite sure if he means them or not. He did seem to express disapproval at the fact that they were not anonymous. As if they aren't completely obvious they would be from him even if they were anonymous.

So here I am, alone..."celebrating" a stupid holiday. Well...maybe not so...alone. *rests a hand on her stomach, which is slightly more rotund than usual*

..........I just found out a few days ago. Nobody knows about it, not yet. There's a chance death may come from this...either to me, or to...well...I'm trying not to think about it, though I'm considering my options.

Sam can't know. I don't know what he'll do if I tell him.

What a 'great' holiday this is turning out to be...





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    Samael Morel
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    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 01:15am
    ...Hey... What the ******** is this about? I come over here, maybe thinkin' it wouldn't be so bad if I say a 'Happy Birthday' to you, and now I see this here?

    What are you talking about? Is that weird occult hunter man back or whatever it is he was? Whatever the ******** is going on, there's no way in hell you're dyin'.


    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 01:16am
    It's not that kind of a problem, Samael.

    Now kindly leave me alone. I need to think...



    Twixia
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    Samael Morel
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    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 01:17am
    Then out with it woman! I don't care if you need to think or what! Tell me what the ******** is going on.


    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 01:19am
    No! This doesn't...this isn't important to you! Now buzz off!

    *turns away, putting a hand against her forehead*



    Twixia
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    Samael Morel
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    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 01:21am
    Oh yeah?! Maybe I WILL just leave you here if you keep being so damn moronic!


    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 01:29am
    ...Damn it, Samael...

    *after a moment of silence, she mutters something so softly as to be nearly inaudible*



    Twixia
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    Samael Morel
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    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 01:31am
    ..What was that?


    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 01:33am
    ...Sam, I....

    *sighs softly, keeping her head down*

    ...I'm pregnant.



    Twixia
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    Samael Morel
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    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 01:34am
    ..Huh?


    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 01:35am
    ...That's it, I said it. Happy now?



    Twixia
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    Samael Morel
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    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 01:36am
    ...Are you really gonna tll me what's goin' on now?


    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 01:36am
    What the ******** is wrong with you?! I AM telling the truth!



    Twixia
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    Samael Morel
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    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 01:37am
    Fine! Then tell me ONE thing, Twix!

    Who's the ********' father that was able to knock up a VAMPIRE?! It makes no sense!


    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 01:38am
    Well, obviously it would have to be another vampire, wouldn't it?!

    *stares at him, her fists clenched as she breathes heavily, though she has no need to*



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    Samael Morel
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    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 01:40am
    How is that obvious?! How's this even POSSIBLE!

    *hisses* Don't tell me you hooked up with that damn Nergal creep.


    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 01:42am
    No! Damn it, Samael...don't you even realize?!

    You and I...we...we were in bed together, a couple of weeks ago! This is what came out of that?! YOU are the father!

    ....s**t..*closes her eyes tightly, turning away* ...Damn it...all to hell...



    Twixia
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    Samael Morel
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    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 01:45am
    ...

    I...

    You...

    *He tries to glimpse at her midsection, his eye twitching. This is a lot to comprehend.*

    There's no.. no way...


    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 01:46am
    ....Well...now you know.

    *clutches her stomach and moves to leave*



    Twixia
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    Samael Morel
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    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 01:57am
    Wait. Don't move.


    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 03:17am
    ...Why shouldn't I..?



    Twixia
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    Samael Morel
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    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 03:20am
    Because I.. said so.. Just wait.


    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 03:21am
    *sighs, pausing in her movement*



    Twixia
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    Samael Morel
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    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 03:24am
    ..C'mere.


    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 03:27am
    *reluctantly trudges back over to him*



    Twixia
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    Samael Morel
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    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 03:28am
    *holds out his arms and wraps them around her*


    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 03:29am
    ...*mutters softly* This...'s stupid...*rests her head on his shoulder, trying really hard not to cry*



    Twixia
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    Samael Morel
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    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 03:32am
    ..It is... 'S.. really stupid...


    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 03:35am
    *sniffles, hiding her face*



    Twixia
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    Samael Morel
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    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 03:36am
    ..Shh..

    You should've.. Damn.. You should've told me sooner..


    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 03:44am
    ...I didn't know...how to tell you...



    Twixia
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    Samael Morel
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    commentCommented on: Mon Feb 16, 2009 @ 03:45am
    You figured it out now, right?


    commentCommented on: Mon Mar 09, 2009 @ 05:44pm
    Oh, happy birthday! *fails for being a month late* I apologize for interrupting the little...eh...conversation you two are having. *grimaces* But happy birthday anyways. And...*casts a glance towards your stomach* Good luck. *nods and steps back*



    i told you it was a wig
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