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Happy Valentine's Day (a day late) to you and yours.

I guess this officially marks me as another year older. ..Well, that is to say, February 14th is the day I was born. You know, as a regular girl. No one seems to care that much. Happy Birthday to me...

I got a couple of...quite vulgar valentines from Samael. I'm still not quite sure if he means them or not. He did seem to express disapproval at the fact that they were not anonymous. As if they aren't completely obvious they would be from him even if they were anonymous.

So here I am, alone..."celebrating" a stupid holiday. Well...maybe not so...alone. *rests a hand on her stomach, which is slightly more rotund than usual*

..........I just found out a few days ago. Nobody knows about it, not yet. There's a chance death may come from this...either to me, or to...well...I'm trying not to think about it, though I'm considering my options.

Sam can't know. I don't know what he'll do if I tell him.

What a 'great' holiday this is turning out to be...