alright i've been doing enough poetry more then i can stand honestly. Ya know though really it had been years since i last had a dream and yes i learned how to control that. knowing myself well enough i listen to music and turn everything off tune into the music and my mind goes blank. well the last dream i had turned out to be a flash back.
i realize waking up after shaking an' all that how little the world by the world i mean my little world all my friends and stuff trully know about me. livin in many places and all that grits and gravy i think only 3 people really know the s**t i've done. The thing is that now-a-days the crap i used to be into is so televised and seen as a facade that if i told practicaly anyone they'd think i was joking or deleusional.
well that trully sucks for them huh? swear though this dream if i hadnt known it was a dream it felt so real g'lord i woke thinking i was bathed in blood. Yeah bathed in blood i said it. either way that little excerpt has got enough questionable on lookers into my life. so many guesses eh?
Moving on i noticed alot of people in this world blindside themselves to the supernatural pushing it aside as if its not something that is real. thats so annoying when you know the truth. I guess to many the truth is something else but when you live through s**t then you'll know biatches then you'll know. Ghost/demons etc....all that stuff does exist its just that you all got it planted in your mind that its supposed to be how it is in these pimptastic rps well i'm sorry but thats not really how it works. there is actually a system and some movies do get close but they always tend to stray from the truth just to make it better to the eye i'm guessing.
Even though i'm being as open as i can possibly think to be here there are so so so many that will either take this to an extream or just blow it off, i welcome you to do either, i'm not in any means a guideline as to how you should live your life. On my own experiences have i turned this way. think about it i'm only 17 yet i have gone through enough to make me realize this.
its a crazy world we are living in and the bad thing is as far as evil and that goes we are the ones that corrupted the world and opened up the gate for more demonic influences. Now all that we look at as evil isnt always evil we must understand that and without that understanding we cant really press forward. Without the realization of ones weaknesses you cant have growth.
i realize waking up after shaking an' all that how little the world by the world i mean my little world all my friends and stuff trully know about me. livin in many places and all that grits and gravy i think only 3 people really know the s**t i've done. The thing is that now-a-days the crap i used to be into is so televised and seen as a facade that if i told practicaly anyone they'd think i was joking or deleusional.
well that trully sucks for them huh? swear though this dream if i hadnt known it was a dream it felt so real g'lord i woke thinking i was bathed in blood. Yeah bathed in blood i said it. either way that little excerpt has got enough questionable on lookers into my life. so many guesses eh?
Moving on i noticed alot of people in this world blindside themselves to the supernatural pushing it aside as if its not something that is real. thats so annoying when you know the truth. I guess to many the truth is something else but when you live through s**t then you'll know biatches then you'll know. Ghost/demons etc....all that stuff does exist its just that you all got it planted in your mind that its supposed to be how it is in these pimptastic rps well i'm sorry but thats not really how it works. there is actually a system and some movies do get close but they always tend to stray from the truth just to make it better to the eye i'm guessing.
Even though i'm being as open as i can possibly think to be here there are so so so many that will either take this to an extream or just blow it off, i welcome you to do either, i'm not in any means a guideline as to how you should live your life. On my own experiences have i turned this way. think about it i'm only 17 yet i have gone through enough to make me realize this.
its a crazy world we are living in and the bad thing is as far as evil and that goes we are the ones that corrupted the world and opened up the gate for more demonic influences. Now all that we look at as evil isnt always evil we must understand that and without that understanding we cant really press forward. Without the realization of ones weaknesses you cant have growth.
